i listen to music thinking about you, i go to sleep thinking about you. no contact is worse than hell and i’d rather argue with you than to keep doing this. i wish you knew how bad it was after you left, and i wish you could see how good i’m doing right now. i couldn’t change without taking action and again i’m sorry that it took me losing you to actually change. i no longer lie to myself, i have been honest to everyone i told about us, not once have u said it was a mistake and i take full accountability for doing all those disgusting things to you. i have nothing but good things to say about you, and ill always regret losing you.