You were my older cousin I loved you so fucking much it pathetic. All you did was hit me burn me you abused me for 9 years. You were only nice to me to get something now you don’t even talk to me I don’t know if it’s from guilt or what. You made my life hell then you asked me why are you so scared of people uhhhhh I don’t know maybe it’s because I’m afraid of it happening all over again. Now I’m trying not to end it with so many things wrong with me just from those 9 years the cuts are still on my body thx I guess. Everyone says I was just imagining it but I know I wasn’t I remember everything the time you burnt me to the time you tried to drown me in the river. All I wanted then was for you to love me like family should but hey you made everyone in the family see I couldn’t do anything to stop you so they started thx made my life great. Our grandpa tried to kill and touch me once he found out I wouldn’t do anything but hey having that bitch of a dog Roxy saved me. Thx to you I’m having a hard time trusting anyone even my own girlfriend and now I hurt myself and I’m planing to end it soon