you hurt me in ways you didnt even know. you were absolutely toxic the whole relationship, i literally had to tell my friends that you were nice to me still. i knew you didnt move on from A, i hate her so much and i cant stand the fact that you lost feelings for me. i thought you really loved me i was so stupid. you move on too fast bc you never had real feelings. “i cant stop loving the first person i ever loved” oh cut the bs out you never loved me youve always loved her. it’s always been her. i hate you. i really really do. you caused me too much pain, i can finally heal from you without you coming back. yes ruby i did love you will everything i had, but you didnt love me back. so goodbye, we leave as strangers who know too much about each other.

