I get why you felt the way you did, what I did was wrong and I shouldve realized that i was hurting you I just don’t appreciate how we left things. I just wished you came to me sooner about how you actually felt instead of avoiding me and making me feel like everything was fine when things weren’t I would have loved to talk it out with you instead of being cast aside without being able to defend myself or even get a chance for you to hear my side, but I guess that would be selfish of me. I know we could have worked it out I try really hard to be understanding and I will always put you first, which was my down fall all it took was for you to tell me not to show up and I just accepted your wish but I wish I would have showed even a little bit of restraint. I really enjoyed your presence I started to enjoy the same hobbies and intrest you had to feel closer to you. watching the witch from mercury changed me, I stated buying gundams, my favorite movie had become her, I even enjoyed art and DnD a little more because of you. I wish things didn’t,t end because the server had become my home where I can be myself and have close friends, with u being the closest and knowing all the hardships I went thru and still go thru. I don’t expect you to reach out to me again or to be forgiven but I really hope you are doing well and that you are able to achieve all your goals in life all I wish for is the best of you.

also happy birthday (9/8/04)

from Em