Why do you still come online when you thought both of us would be dead?

If it’s any comfort, my belly no longer swells. It’s passed, over and gone with. If it’s any comfort, I only watch you from afar. Maybe that’s why you’re still watching me, because no matter how much damage we’ve done to each other, I’m still intoxicated with you. You deserve better than who I am now, I’m sorry you fell in love with the girl I used to be.