I was just writing and I couldn’t get you out of my head, and something told me to reach out one last time. I know you never opened up to me, but I really hope you’re doing okay. I know you need your space, and for you, I’ll fall back and give you that space and silence, even if part of me wants to reach out or be there for you. I want you to know that being non-verbal was never a you problem it was a me problem, because I didn’t like how I felt in the silence. Silence is comfortable for you in a way it isn’t always for me, especially since l’m someone who enjoys talking. I understand that and i needed to understand that’s who you are. I was willing to be patient enough for you and understand that about you. I respect who you are and how you handle things. I’ve liked you more than anyone in a long time, and I include you in my thoughts and prayers, hoping life treats you well hoping and praying things get easier for you. I know you told me not to wait for you, and I’ll do my best to honor that but my feelings aren’t gonna go away in a month. I’m not expecting for a reply even though I hope you do, no pressure. I hope someday we can be okay or even just friends, but for now, as much as I hate saying goodbye I wanted to say one last goodbye and I promise not to reach out anytime soon. This message isn’t about trying to change anything I just wanted to say one last final goodbye even if it’s just for right now. My intentions are only kind, and I hope I haven’t dismissed or disrespected you in any way. Please take care of yourself, be gentle with your mind and heart, and be patient with yourself. Take care🖤