I hate everything about me right now, I feel like I’m totally hiding this mess but I’m a literal mess my brain is constantly roaming. First of all I’m sorry to fucking everyone who’s reading that😭 this not my notes app and I’m sorry to whom I directed it to. Gosh I’m rude to you why am I rude to you? Like why like do I still love you but hate you , I’ll never understand the appeal but I’ve got to stop hating her I literally almost exploded when I saw her I’m gonna gag ALSO WHO THE FUCK DO U THUNK U ARE MISS HOLY SHIT (me miss is me) ur acting like a slut snap out of it go to church get Jesus girl free yo soul, dudes I think I’m healing in the weridest ways possible I think about there names a lot I think I’m trying to associate it with something equal, guys I’m going crazy I hate that that fycjing rryertggb man has a hold on me, why am I even going crazy in the place? Good question idk I hate everything everyone that I love is also loving someone else and it makes me well it’s makes me , me. I rlly need to graduate to I need to get over this highschool crush thing I am not good at this I keep crushing on the wrong guys 😭😭 the guy Im hanging out with hes my friend but like – bro I hate me I’m getting the ick right now like no one said changing could make u feel like booty, fuck dear world again I am truly sorry I’m not never getting on here again yall know too much ima buy that diary