i wanna be the best version of myself for you and be what you need and love you the way you want and need to be loved, i wanna hold you and talk with you at school, and be there for you, i wanna meet your family and then go into your bedroom and talk shit about them with you, i wanna walk with you around the streets and hold your cold hands while you smoke. i want you to see me, really truly, see me through all my flaws and fears. i want you to wipe my tears and hold me while i cry and talk incomprehensible nonsense about my problems, kiss my red face and cradle me. i want you to write me long paragraphs and reassure me you love me. i want you to call me beautiful, pretty, your gorgeous girl, dolly, anything you want. call me my love, baby, princess, babe, please just treat me as if i were fragile. i love you so much i could never stop talking about you. i dont care if it takes forever i just want you