I have a boyfriend. I shouldnt feel this way but you make me so excited and interested. Youve made me feel special in small way for the short time weve known each other. And youve made me excited to see you or hear your voice or name. I hope I can move on. I don’t want to ruin what I have going for me. I dont want to ruin our friendship and i dont to ruin my relationship. Hopefully, we can become closer without my feelings growing