no matter how much i say i wont wait for you n i hate you i jus can’t. you were my kayden boy i can’t believe that you meant to hurt me. i’m probably jus making excuses for you but fuck. i jus think you’ve been hurt so much you accidentally hurt me. i love you daddy i’m sorry i wasn’t a good gf. i’m sorry you couldn’t change for the better. i’m scared your gonna change n be a better person for another girl n treat her how i prayed you’d treat me. i’m not gonna pray you find another girl imma jus pray you realize i’m the only girl that would and did put up with all the shit you did to me. i’ll love you forever. my soul yearns for you to come back and tell me your sorry and you’ll be better even tho you alr said you would n didn’t. maybe you will realize since i actually left this time that i was srs and you did hurt me so bad i had to leave. but i love you and i miss you my kayden boy bye.