October 28, 2023 ,was the day i first met you we were in the car and someone kept pushing me on to you. I kept apologizing but you didn’t seemed to care. We didn’t really talk until we got into the place we were going. We were going back and forth because I asked you to hold the cupcakes and you were moving slow. I was irritated and didn’t really wanna acknowledge you the rest of the day. You called me extra because my lipgloss had a mirror and light on it, you wouldn’t stop bringing it up. We both went our separate ways but I kept seeing you. I asked you to help get our friends out the foam pit, i don’t think you helped you just laughed. Later through the party it was just the two of us inside one of the game booth things. I still didn’t know you but i felt a connection to you for an odd reason. When everyone was ordering food and we were talking i brought up something and i had the wrong number you told me to save the right one. I said okay but i didn’t think you were serious you kept telling me to fix it but i was still trying to see if i wanted to. Fast forward to when we were in the car we all were playing 8 ball in a group chat we started texting 1on1. You asked to facetime when we got home i said yes, and that’s how our relationship started. You were the first boy to make me feel seen, wanted, appreciated, etc. Maybe i took that for granted we kept breaking up mostly because of me. but i would have never thought that you would basically cheat on me for over half of our relationship. I question myself and wonder was it ever real or was everything a lie, I have some many questions that won’t get answered. Your girlfriend keeps asking for our messages but a part of me still wants to protect you i don’t know why. I didn’t send her anything she is just going to stay with you what’s the point . I never will understand how you could tell me you love me every day but have someone else. I truly feel for her she doesn’t deserve that i seen everything she does for you why would you let that go to waste? I wanna talk but i know you probably don’t. I don’t even wanna argue i just want answers.
