you just ended things with me 2 hours ago and i already miss you. i wish things didn’t end up the way they did. i felt like an actual person with you. i felt like what i wanted mattered. i felt safe. i felt like you actually cared about me. i was really falling in love with you. i so wish we didn’t throw it away. you were my world, joey. even after such a short amount of time. i don’t think i can ever find anyone nearly as amazing as you.

as much as you told yourself you were horrible, you were perfect to me. and even though our journey together has come to an end, i’m glad you’re beginning to see that you’re lovely. like i did. like i still do. i’m glad. that means i’ve done my job.

take care of yourself, okay? i love you (even though you can’t love me back).