It’s about to be a year, isn’t it? How silly is it of me to admit that my sentiments have stayed the same. My love for you was never conditional– and I struggle immensely with that truth. I miss you often, but then I must remind myself that you are now a version of yourself that I am entirely unfamiliar with… And you made it that way. Despite our shortcomings in the context of our relationship, I acknowledge your invaluable contribution to my life. I’ve made so many realizations throughout our time apart, and at the core of it all– I selfishly miss my best friend and soul mate. I could never hate you. I think about you every day.
I love you Mr. Jack.