Logically I understand why I should be over you already but there was a time when you were the only thing that made me happy and get excited. And now when i try and drink everything away all I want to do is text you and imagine what it would feel like to be in your arms. I never got to do that and it fucking sucks and it wouldn’t be the same with anyone else. I have no motivation for dating or having a life outside of work. Simply trying to make to the next day already feels like such a weight on my shoulders.