dear ethan, there really is a lot to say about you. my heart cant take it anymore. when I first laid my eyes on you in sixth grade, I thought you were the most beautiful boy ever, with your freckles and ur beautiful wavy-curly hair. you have always been an eye-opener to me. I cant stop thinking about you. Ethan, you’re always on my mind. every love song on the radio just reminds me of you. I don’t know why. you make my heart flutter every single time, and every time your name is mentioned I smile. I seriously can’t believe we’ve never been a thing before but I’m praying for it now. just let me in your heart. I love you so much, i just cant express it to you at school. just stop giving me mixed signals? seriously, I cant with it. in English you always seem to laugh with me, and talk to me, but then another part of me is screaming, “he doesn’t like you.” but, I’m sure you do, I’m so sure. I’m literally high up in the clouds thinking about you. (I am being dead serious.) we literally could be such a good couple, only if you say something first. I love you boiii – pho *wink*