I have nothing to say so I’ll make up some shit before I sleep. I wish I could track you. I don’t know your feelings I don’t think I ever will. I’m coming to terms without you.
“I miss you so much it feels like I’m lost out in space without you — weightless, breathless, calling your name with my final gasp. It’s like I’m drowning in the emptiness, searching for something solid to hold onto, and all I can feel is how far you are from me. I think about the way your voice used to ground me, how just one look from you made me feel safe and alive. Without you, the silence is deafening. I ache for the warmth of your touch, the comfort of your presence. You’ve always been my gravity, and right now, I’m just floating in the dark, waiting for the moment I can fall back into you again.”