I can’t decide if it’d be better if you liked me or not, cause I love my boyfriend, but if you ever asked me out I wouldn’t wanna reject you. I don’t even know if I like you or just an idealized version of you, cause we barely even talk in real life besides choir and the classes we’re both in. Tbf, I wouldn’t leave my boyfriend for you, and I feel so shitty cause I’m probably just looking at you in a superficial way, but I genuinely can’t stop thinking about the few times we’ve spoken. Honestly, I hope this never gets out, cause I don’t think it would be positive for anyone involved, and I’m probably just thinking this because I’ve seen my boyfriend like, once every two weeks within the past couple months. Anyways, if you somehow find this and know this is directed towards you, and who I am, then I’d just like to say I’m sorry for this. I hope you know that this is in no way your fault, and it really shouldn’t be your problem either, but I’d understand if this makes you uncomfortable (it’d def make me somewhat uncomfortable). No matter what, you’re a great person, and I’d love to be friends with you, so that’s why you’ll probably (hopefully) never know about any of this.