You wonder why I’m aggressive. Be it you or you and others. Someone has been playing games for a long time. Intentionally messing with my head. Sending messages, baiting me into reaching out to you only to be ignored. Messages accusing me of liking someone else or loving someone else. being with someone else which is all a bunch of bullshit. Remember when you said you wanted to know what was real and what was in your head. If you read all the messages I have saved, you would know that someone is intentionally trying to cause problems. I have 2 TikTok pages both about you. Despite you saying you were not on tiktok. I know you are. And more than once people have gone on tagged me in posts and started bashing me. I like one the other day on Alone. Afterall. Where I was tagged and someone said ” He blocked you, he has someone else, he doesn’t want you. Then seeing messages that you would send under the normal letters. Saying just the opposite. Now deal with that every day for ten months, when I know you can see my posts telling you that it confuses me and you still give me no clarity. I love you all I wanted was to be with you, forever. I’ve made every effort and it’s always, nothing or that I’m saying something wrong. It makes me afraid to talk at all. I tell you how I feel honestly and you turn around and tell me , I don’t. So like I said be you or someone else it’s being done intentionally. I am hanging on by a very thin thread. So I hope who’s ever doing, It is enjoying themselves. I’m tired of being bashed and called names. I wanted to talk to you, just you. I wanted clear answers, as to how you felt about me. If i’m getting the messages wrong it’s your fault because i’ve told you they confuse me and you still refuse to clear it up. 1 minute it’s, I’m happy without you and the next it’s. I’d come back if you’d just call. I don’t know what to believe anymore. You say you love or loved me but yet you’re okay with what’s happening. I guess you believed this whole time that I’m fine, that I moved on. I’M NOT and I haven’t. If you don’t want me or love me find do whatever makes you happy, but please don’t fuck with my head for entertainment.