i regret not giving you a proper chance. i cant get you out of my mind and i feel so wrong for not being able to because the guy ive been dating for almost an year reminds me so much of you but he isnt you. i miss you. i love you. but i need to let go of you before i lose him and i love him so dearly. but i cant stop loving you. im sorry. i shouldn’t have made those accounts. i should’ve stopped everything. i dont want to ruin another boy but all i know is destruction and disappointment and its so sad my baby is such a sweet boy i dont want to hurt him the way i hurt you.

