It hurt me when you broke up with me because you couldn’t handle being in a relationship. It hurt even more when you told me all the positive things about myself. It hurt me even more when you said I deserve better when all I wanted was you. It hurt so bad when you said you still love me and you always will, and that you don’t think that’ll ever change. It hurt so much when you didn’t want me to do the things I did before but you still did it with your other friends. It made me feel unimportant. It hurts trying to get through this alone. It’s been more than 8 months but I’m still hurting so bad. You told me I could come to you for anything, but when I finally did you said I was too dependent on you, and that really hurt. I catch myself wanting to say I miss you, but I hold myself back because I know that you don’t feel the same. But… I do miss you. I miss you so much. But I know you don’t. And that hurts.