wanted to write this politely, but I won’t. You cannot guilt trip me. Won’t work. You’re incredibly moody for a man, get those hormones checked out, bud. You are so f stupid I wonder how you’re good at tech. If you think I am avoiding emotions you truly are a narcissist. I will never and I mean never disrespect myself by positively associating myself with you. You trash talk me on the internet. Except you do worse than that. Threats. Lies. Insults. All day non-stop. There is no such thing as flipping from love to hate. You do not love me. Nor do I want you to. I do not care how you perceive me. It’s wrong 100% of the time, anyways. Ask chat help you in analyzing ppl, that walnut of a brain isn’t doing it well. The d3ath thing not over it. Never will be. 1diotic to think that’s forgivable. You are not kind, loving or deep. Stop telling yourself you are. I believe love should be mutual. This isn’t. I believe real kindness is altruistic, you want something in return, something shallow, and plain wrong. Mock me all you want, but maybe I am an angel. Not a cheatin, a busive, law disregarding, crue1, selfish bully. Sure, I had some rude things. Never did it escalate to your level. Stooped so low, you’re already burnin in he11. I do not view your love letters as anything but manipulation and a self-serving tool to gain approval and feel excused from the law and morals. You’re young and more than dumb. Young with a dem0n inside you, out to destroy people. Good thing I perform exorcisms on the daily. I don’t think this is clicking in your brain. I do not care about you. I do not care about you. No, it is not an avoidant attachment, I never ever am happy in your presence. I seek better. I am not jealous of anyone you admire nor the ones who admire you. You all are psych0tic. Supporters of a cruel, abusive, corrupted criminal. Idiots too. You have no loyalty for anyone but yourself. Sh1 t talk every part of my life, I do not care. You are the bottom tier of my list. If I distance from the guys, or “admirers my narcissist self just loves to relish in,” you are mistaken too. I criticize their egos or shallowness, so imagine how much more I hate you. Narcissist projecting by calling me one. Last time I checked, I live by my morals, you can’t say the same. If doing what you want, regardless of it’s controlling or degrading or revengeful, is your way of life, I don’t want to hear a word more. Someone so terrible does not deserve an ounce of empathy.
Watch you reply in a fit. Reply in a way that feeds your ego. Reply in a self-serving, temporary apology. You are so predictable.