I’ve yearned for the way you treated me back then, I wish I could make you smile and I wish I didn’t weird you out I wish we could talk the way we used too. I chose your favorite color to let you know it’s about you pretty boy. I’ll forever wait for you. And the way you used to look at me when I didn’t do you wrong. Please forgive me. I wrote fourteen letters on missing you. This is my last one too you. Please forgive me as I didn’t mean to hurt you in anyway I should have known better and did better I should have been more mature I’m so sorry to my dearest rii. I still crave the way you look at me. And the way you’ll look at the next person will forever haunt me. You are the only thing that keeps me awake.