Owen reid james, i love the way you made me feel, i hate the way your making other girls feel the same way now. I miss everything about you, the way you’d look at me on facetime. Gosh owen, you’d always take facetime photos of me and say “your so pretty (name) james.” as if i was gonna be your future wife. you’d always say it sounded good, not true. i hate you so much but i love you!? it that so so bad to say owen? why can’t we just go back. it’s been exactly a year. to be fr it’s been 1 year and 9 days since we’ve talked. i never thought we would’ve talked in the first place. i was just a little girl who had the biggest crush on you. you’ve brushed through my mind so many times back then, you brush sometimes now. i’m lying you always brush in my mind. my family loves you to death, even if now they seem to not like u a little bit because of what happened. i wish you could go back to loving me the way you did owen. i pray for you everynight even though your such a manipulating lying fucking bitch. i love you owen reid james.