Dear Nohn, Im truly sorry for everything I did that night, I was absolutely dumb enough to realize I should’ve not said that but I didn’t know what to do! I wanted to keep it to myself but I also wanted to tell you for literally what reason. I just miss us so much, I miss whatever we had baby please come back your all I wanted. I didn’t lie when I said you were all I wanted in a guy, so baby please, may you text me again I’m tired of being on delivered or maybe your even ghosting me but I try to show you signs about how much I miss us. I miss when we played together, I always laugh when I do better than you in the game. I even have that screenshot where I was first and you were third!! I love you baby, your the sweetest boy I’ve ever talked to, you’ve always put a smile on my face, and even if were long distance I still love you even if you don’t. Please don’t move on from me, because I wanted it to be you. Your all I’ve ever wanted, YOU were the key to my heart, YOU knew how to make me laugh and smile and you just know me. You’ve always made me flustered but I would lie and pretend you didn’t, and honestly you cared about me so much I don’t know why I did that to a sweet and thoughtful boy like you, it was really really really wrong, I feel like I hurted you so bad!
I love you, and I hope you would text back. Thank you for everything you gave me Cj, or whatever you go by but please realize I actually love you.