I hated when we ended stuff in September and then I randomly learn you probably cheated on me , it hurted and when I asked for reassurance u took it as a joke ever since then I never wanted to disappear so badly because what do other girls have that I don’t ? All those times u called me pretty but would chat to different girls everyday and refuse to give me ur social passwords when I would give u mine, noah did u ever love me i can answer that the answer is no , u loved the thought of me but u never loved me and i apologize for not being enough .