i don’t understand why i was the one that got screwed over. i thought you loved me more than to hurt me like that. we both had actions we could have changed to have a different ending right now. i hope you find peace in her like you said god wanted you to. you made me so happy boy, and now i think i’m broken and unlovable. it was all my fault. yet your the one now dating the one girl i thought would be my maid of honor. fuck you nelly and her i lost ten pounds bc of you. you make me feel like i am only valued bc i am a good fuck and a pretty face.

