we never seem to have enough time together. when I doubted the confidence in myself, you were there to insist I was everything. everything to you, and to the people who had loved me. I never told you this, and I never intended to but there are moments in our relationship where I don’t feel strong enough. even though you kept leaving, I stayed put and never questioned when you left me behind. it’s a type of pain you’ll never understand because you were the one leaving and I was the one waiting patiently for you to come back and then disappear once more. every moment im with you i have to worry about when you’ll be gone next. the reassurance isn’t enough. I believe you, but my heart hurts too bad to heal with your sweet gestures and comments. Please understand, im sorry that im not strong enough to handle this. It was never you, it was the world at work, or rather, life at work. something always seemed to keep us apart.