Half of me wants you to find this and half of me doesn’t. Im sorry I left you around a year ago. You filled a void in my heart I don’t think many people could have filled for me at the time. And I’m sorry I hurt you, I wasn’t a good person then and I was surrounded in people who only ended up hurting me after you left. I regret leaving you and it was my fault. But I think it was for the best. Right person, wrong time, you know? We were both mentally unwell and I don’t think two people can have a steady relationship if they don’t understand their feelings. But now that were both okay I think we should try again. I find it really odd the night you decided to text me again. Im not religious but the night before I was crying and I prayed that someone would come into my life who loved me with the love I loved them with. The next morning you texted me but I was sad that you had another girlfriend. I didn’t think I loved you again- or I convinced myself not to but now I know that it is love. It breaks my heart when you’re upset and it hurts even more to know that your girlfriend is hurting you right now. It hurts me because I know that was how I was like to you. I want you so bad, Mitch. But I know that its best if we never get together again because I know I’ll hurt you. Im selfish and I still want you. You’re handsome and funny. You make me laugh make me happy and you make sit around my room waiting for a reply. I love you so much