i hate you but i love you so much. i just can’t seem to let you go and i don’t know why. i’ve spent atleast two years trying to make this work and i feel like i fail every time, but in reality you barely try. we had a good run for about a month until you ghosted me again.. i sent you some msgs but idk if you’ve seen them. i love you, i hope you’re okay and i hope you take care.