I want a connection where I understand them and they understand me, where I don’t need to explain everything over and over again. but I don’t want to be vulnerable again, to be so close you need to be vulnerable and I don’t want to do that. sometimes I wonder what am I even living for besides going from relationship to relationship. all it takes is one wrong person. if im venerable to the wrong person even the slightest secret can be used against me. I don’t know who I can trust anymore.