do you still go by this name? Ever since you and a few others who hurt me in similar ways, I valued logic and loyalty over anything else. I want all my questions answered correctly and fair. Your my most confusing question. And unanswered questions drive me insane. What was your intentions with me? Did you actually cheat on me? How many times? Why did you say you missed me back in December? Why did you femininze yourself and start using your dead name? Why did you block me after I asked? You never made me nervous that’s why I was so nonchalant about texting you after so long. I miss you, max. And I hate it, I hate the pain, I hate it all. I truly look for everyone in you and it hurts me so bad. I ask myself “will I ever love as hard as I used too?” And it’s referring to when I was with you. I hate it. I’m so blinded I can’t tell if it was your love or you were gr)00ming me. I just want my questions to be answered.

-V