it’s still really hurts that we couldn’t work out but ik you already moved on i saw your repost and seeing that just broke my heart but ik this means i should move on now but it really hurts that i don’t get to have you in my life anymore but im still always gonna care for you bc you were the first person that i truly love and cared about and i showed you all my flaws and i really just want you in my life but ik your not gonna read this and i hope you are having a better life without me bc ik i was annoying and a lot to deal with bc im always told that im annoying and i also wish you still in my life bc on insta it may look like i have friends but i have to text first and also every night i just lay in my bed thinking how i could have been better to you and ik that your probably happy without me but if there’s is any chance in the future that we can be together again i would love to try again and if i do move on then just know that i will still have you in my heart and always pray for you and i hope all your stress and problems go away that way you won’t have to deal with any of that bc ik how much it hurts you and all the moments when you were suffering alone im sorry that i couldn’t be there to comfort you and also all the nights you would cry bc i would fall asleep and you would be trapped in your thoughts im really sorry i could help you forget about your thought even if it was just for a little bit of you forgetting i wish i could have helped you and like frank ocean says in his on white ferrari “ i care for you still and i will forever” is the most true and beautiful statement that i can tell you bc i will always have a place in my heart for you and im sorry that im doing another one of these but i can’t explain how much stuff i’ve been needing to tell you and this isn’t even half of everything i want to tell you but i don’t want you to be reading this long of a paragraph bc i really don’t want to annoy you and i really do hope you read this and i still and always will love you