Lucas, It’s Apolline. You hate me, I think. I’m sorry. We barely talked but you are the sweetest most handsome boy and I miss you. The whole point of this thing is to be anonymous but I can’t hide from it. Lucas I miss you. Ive never loved someone like I loved you. your sweet laugh, your eyes that I got lost In whenever you snapped me, you saved my snaps in chat even when I felt ugly. you made me feel like I had worth. you Made me such a happy girl and I never showed you that. its my fault. I never showed you. I never told you how much I was involve with you. I even think you were my person the time. I hope one day we can be together and I can show you this cause dang. I miss you. I miss everything about you. EVERYTHING. every detail. I remember the day I added you, your friend was on your account, I remember the first time you called me “pretty girl” and my face lit up, I remember the first snap you saved, I remember our first call, I remember the videos you sent me in florida of your friend pretending to be a dog, that was really funny I laughed a lot, I remember every detail about us, about you mostly. I remember the day we called I told Katie my best friend, “Me and Lucas are calling tonight, Katie I think he’s the one I’ll want forever.” that call was a little awkward but you managed to make me laugh, I dont do that often. you made me bring out a smile I didn’t bring out in a long long time. I seem crazy right now. but ive never felt that way about anyone else. I love you. 1 sentence, 3 words, 8 letters, 143. I will forever no matter what.