I wish we could try and be friends again, it didn’t have to end the way it did. I just wasn’t ready to be friends as soon as we “broke up,” regardless if i said we could or not. you were the first guy i’ve ever truly loved, and it was so hard to just let go of that. I still think about you everyday and I hate to admit it, but it’s true. I only unfollowed you on everything so that I could detach and try to heal. I never meant to give off the vibe that i hated you or something because i never could. I still pray for you, and wish you the best. I don’t know if you’ll ever read this or see it but if you do, i miss you.