My dear Kathryn. I know it’s only been 2 days we’ve been on “break”. But I go through our old text messages every second of my day and I wonder where the hell I went wrong. I miss you more than anything, I miss you and your stupid smile and laugh. Every thing reminds me of you, I got this doll with the same color of your beautiful eyes, it’s just missing that mesmerizing gold color in the middle, the bracelet that has green and gold color on it, the song “First Love/Late spring” now reminds me of you and I now I feel like you’re never going to come back from this “break”. I don’t care if our relationship was seen as “toxic” you are my baby. If we don’t come back to each other from this “break” I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep or move on from you, Kathryn. I miss you, my beautiful girl.