We had so many beautiful years together. Our love was so special and I didn’t appreciate it. It was wrong. We were young, so I wanted to explore more options. I thought maybe there was someone else out there for you and me and that we might’ve been forcing it because of all the years we had. That was so f**king stupid. Why did I do that? We were perfect for each other, I was just scared. It’ll be the biggest regret of my life for the rest of my life. What we did have was beautiful. In the beginning it was pure and filled with hope, towards the end it was still beautiful but not in a garden, or painting type beautiful. It was beautiful and destructive like a fire that won’t stop burning. But it did eventually, and now something that was beautiful is now just filled with rotten mementoes and thoughts of me and I’m so sorry for that. I’m so sorry for hurting you when you were the most genuine person I had ever met, and I can never apologize or fix the hurt and pain I caused you. I wish I loved you the way you loved me when it mattered. Not when it was too late. We both love other people now and have moved on, and I’m so happy that you’re happy. You truly deserve the world and I hope you get everything you deserve. You were the best person I knew, and I grew and learned so much with you that I will always be grateful for. Stay safe