I don’t think it ever really clicked to you how much I cared for you, or how I never cared what other people thought about you. I’ve known you since the very beginning of middle school, I thought we clicked quick and easy, and even though I kept doing things that jeopardized us, I never really thought I’d see the day where I couldn’t call you and expect you to pick up or call back. I never thought I’d see the day where i felt I couldn’t depend on you or trust you anymore, but that’s my fault, I accept that and I’m sorry Jonathan, I truly am. However life turns out for you, it hurts my heart to know you don’t want me there for it, I’ll still find a way to cheer.