Hey Jay, it’s Samari… I just wanted to say i was thinking about you and, I understand why you had to go. I was selfish to keep you, and besides I know you’re not good at saying goodbye. Jay you don’t know how many fourth of July’s I stayed up thinking about that night, about us. I secretly hope one day we’ll get to talk. As friends, lovers, whatever your conditions are, I’ll already be ten steps ahead, waiting for you… I always am. This sucks to say goodbye again, because I already have again and again and again. Instead I’ll say…Stay cool kid! Smoke and mirrors and shi : ) P. S. I still have your old number, I text it sometimes when I’m thinking about you. How corny is that right? I hope you never read them, theyre pretty delirious. You’d probably laugh at them, like you are laughing reading this right now 😉