are your favorite colors still red and yellow? do you still think i’m prettier than your favorite colors? i know i shouldn’t even be writing to you right now, but i still have so much i want to say to you. you’ve been a huge part of my life and after all these years i still don’t know how to fully let that go. it hurt me so bad to love you. you and i both know that we couldn’t be together because we can’t give each other what we need and it always ends with us unhappy. but even though it didn’t show in the ways i had hoped, i know you felt a lot for me. i miss you. i don’t love you anymore but i think i still could. maybe someday we can find each other again as the best versions of ourselves. i’m sorry for breaking your heart again but you’re gonna do big things without me. you’re a great guy, and i know you didn’t mean to hurt me as i didn’t mean to hurt you. goodbye for now. i wish you so much luck.