you ruined my life and made my life amazing at the same time. we had some great times and i will forever be grateful for you. i miss you every single day. but i know we were toxic. i only say you “ruined” my life because i can’t make friends the same way anymore. nothing is the same. i wish i had a reset button so i could go back to the very beginning. i’m sorry for everything. i wish i could tell you, but i fear i may never get the chance to show you how sorry and regretful i am. i wish you had given me a chance to show the change, but i understand why you didn’t. i hope life is treating you well. take care of yourself. 💗