you will probably never see this, that’s okay. i’m sorry for getting so mad at you, i hated that girl and i never gave you a real reason why. i was happy i could be there for you when you needed it and be a real friend to you, at least that’s what you told me i was. i wanted much more with you for a long time, i wanted to help you reform yourself but i was the one that needed reforming, you are just you forever. i wish i had never gotten mad at you, i wish we had never stopped being friends and i wish i never sent you all those texts that you never answered or read, i know you laughed at me and i laughed at myself too, i hope you are safe in SC.