im sorry for everything, and i hate that we can’t be friends without there being problems that follow. you hide in my dreams and right now thats enough for me. i hope and pray that you find everything your looking for. we met so young and i truly believe we were stupid. now that we are older and more atoned with our lifestyles and who we are, i know we could be friends. you were my hardest break up and i can’t bare to relieve those moments. I ruined us at such a young age due to my idiotic ways. part of me wonders what we would look like now if we have just waited. keep hiding in my mind, its the only way i can ever find myself back to you. even if we aren’t physically intertwined. we will always be connected. thank you for everything.