i miss you. there doesn’t go a day when your not the first one i think about. i check my phone everyday with hope that you texted me even tho it will probably never happen.. you said we can try again next year nd that we’re ‘friends still’ , but i feel like your slowly drifting apart from me nd tryna ghost me. it’s not fair thinking that you js broke up with me , saying that we’re still friends and then have me overthinking that one day, one morning, or one night you can js ghost me.. and that all we’re gonna be is strangers but why? why can’t we js be how we were before? do you think about me everyday like i think about you everyday? do you hesitate to talk to me because your afraid you hurt me badly? or do we js not talk at all anymore? you give me mixed signals most the time. anytime we talk it isn’t the same anymore like i feel like im being replaced nd you are moving on.. we don’t talk, we don’t call, we don’t anything, we’re js strangers now. everyday i wait for you to respond or to at least start a conversation but if i dont text first we dont talk at all.. nd its crazy we talked everyday, called everyday.. now all of a sudden were js strangers? i cry everyday. in the shower, in my bed at 12:00AM, in the morning, praying that you would come back nd i feel like you won’t . but i still have the smallest hope nd i will be waiting as long as it takes .