everyday i ask myself ‘if i had just changed one thing about our past, would any of it be different?’ the simple answer is yes, it would be. but i wouldn’t be happy. i might not be the happiest now that you’re no longer in my life. but im finally able to do things the way i was meant to do them. i wish i could tell you everything ive accomplished, everything ive done, and everything i continue to do in my life. but i cant. maybe a friendship wouldn’t have worked, but it would’ve been the only way to have you close in my life without fading away. -nely