we havent actually talked in over a year yet i still love you sweet boy. i’m uncertain if you ever loved me, or if you really cared, but i have yet to find someone who excites my soul the way you did. you’re not who i thought you were- but that one version of you i love i know exists- even if its just a fraction of you. now all i have to think on is the last words we exchanged and the last sweet smile of yours that you gave me. all i can think of are the things i could’ve said differently, but that doesn’t matter because all that matters is you’re not here, and you don’t care about me. i wished we could’ve had the world together, always and forever, but im just a silly girl arent i?