I miss everything we had. Except the faults , I feel like we had sm potential but YOU kept fucking me over everytime I took u back. im so sorry i did wat i did to “get back” at u but u kept cheating i didnt have any intimate relationship with him he was just supposed to be a best friend. I still love u so bad but i gave up on us bc u wouldn’t do right by me n our relationship. I feel like we still are meant to be together i sit n watch our vlogs n pictures just bawling bc ik i wont ever find sb who brung my spark back like u did, u came into my life a couple months after my brother died, yall have the same name too i swear i thought my brother sent u to me thats why I couldn’t let u go n I still can’t. I really love u the most my baby. and I pray for ur safety everyday, u went to jail I promise I dropped to my knees n prayed , I prayed for u sm after we broke up bc I noticed how u was falling DEEP into the streets. I never wanna lose u even if that meant we couldn’t be together I even tho I still lost u I never wanna LOSE u. I’d be so sick. I love u forever my red baby