I think the worst part of it is u seemed like you never cared when you said we were breaking up. Sure you lost the spark or wtv but u thought we’d got past that. After the honeymoon phase ended I enjoyed being “bored” with u I enjoyed the little things that made us. Then the FaceTimes and texts started to become dry. I just wish you’d text me one more goodnight or we could have one more I love you most fights. I stopped seeing us the moment you said we were done and I could no longer imagine the future we had planned all I saw was the kid I was before I met u. The night before we split I had ordered your $500 necklace and the knitted flowers you wanted from TikTok. I was gonna write 100 things I loved about you one sticky notes and use it as packing confetti. Then I realized u never cared that much. U never said these things about me unless I said something about you. You never saved my snaps or sent paragraphs like I did. I tried through the fun times, through the boring ones, through the three weeks you were at camp talking to other dudes and u never tried. You loved me because it was easy not because you cared deeply for me. I’ll always love you but I don’t think I could ever like you again