I hate that I love you still do much I’m sorry I threw away everything we had I was so scared u were gonna leave me for someone better and I thought I wouldn’t get hurt if I left first but that’s not true I really couldn’t be in a relationship bcuz I wanted to kms and I thought that if I did. It would hurt u less if we weren’t together I hate that you were my first everything bcuz I wanted u to be my last/forever everything if u ever want to talk just text me and I’ll answer u were a great first love and I miss u so much and I’m so sorry