I had the abortion because I couldn’t stand the idea of you being the father. I didn’t tell you that because I knew it would break you. I didn’t tell you that I didn’t want to move in with you. I didn’t love you. I just went along with everything and that’s why I was so angry. I was angry at you. I was angry at myself. I asked myself if I only had one chance of getting married, and it was with you, I’d rather spend my life alone. I still think you would have been a shit father.