I want to say that as much as I really resent you, I hope you’ve been working on yourself, not just in a physical sense but emotionally. You really hurt me, you made me subconsciously think I was the problem for not wanting to feed into our codependency, you made me feel like a burden. Sadly, it took you having to physically hurt me and leave a mark on my body to remind myself that I’m not a burden and I’m worthy of more. Because of you, I’ve had to reassess the way I see myself and I really can’t thank you enough. These past months have been so relieving, I never had realized how much people wanted me around, how much my family missed me, all the people I’ve become friends with and grown close to, all of the fun and love that I had missed out on, and I didn’t need you for any part of that. As my resentment towards you built up, it chipped away at the love that I had for you and I can no longer say that I hold any left. My hope is that you find emotional maturity and accountability, and despite everything I will only wish good things for you.